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Life In Estates

by Drook

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1.
You call Like every night We talk About my online life I pause I could almost die (Die) I want you I’ll want you When it’s late I’ll watch you Do things everyone likes But How come it doesn’t feel good All of the time? I heard it’s gotta hurt Just to call you mine You got your red shoes on But something tells me you’re not done If it helps you work Put some make-up on I would love to take it off For your eyes to touch But we know that it’s wrong Cause something doesn't feel so good You’re coming in hot With all the lights off Underwater It seems like love (love, love) Why does my body like to burn when you’re worn? (I’ll end it in the morning) In the morning when it hurts less but you’re Chest’s against my fingers crossed Underneath this habitual pressure But it never seems to last So I don’t feel good All of the time I heard it’s gotta hurt just to call you mine You got your best suit on But something tells me you’re not done (Something tells me you’re not done) If it helps you work Put some make-up on I would love to take it off For your eyes to touch But we know that it’s wrong Cause something doesn't feel so good Color corrected When I wear myself thin Color is slept in Seven songs all for the skin Color collection Whenever it ends I wish wearing you fit In my hand better than this But you don’t even care And you’ll never know How it feels to be yours How come it doesn’t feel good All of the time? How come it’s gotta hurt Just to call you mine? You got your red shoes on (You got your red shoes on) But something tells me we’re not done (Something tells me we’re not done) If it helps you work Put some make-up on I would love to take it off For your eyes to touch But we know that it’s wrong (It’s so hard) Cause something doesn't feel so good
2.
She 03:30
She says "It's hard to be me sometimes" She swallows them all And breathes in lines She's a god when her nose hurts She's a god and I know her Well I see her every single night In a room full of boys Underneath these lights and She's drowning out now What's bringing her down She's so gone now! Just look at her face She's almost there! Well at least she's cool now! She's everywhere She says "Won't you help me out, I think I love it? I took too much now He's in my head And I'm seeing all of these colors I can't get up now Wish I had more left" She's asking all around And I think that She's feeling darker now And I think that She's working harder now And I think that She's gonna take them all She's so gone now! Just look at her face And she's almost there! Well at least she's cool now! She's everywhere She's so gone now! Just look at her face And she's almost there! Well at least she's cool now! Shes so far from it all Shes so She says its so hard (to see herself) She says everyone (everyone sees her everywhere) She says its so hard (she sometimes says) She says shes gone Shes gone She wants it gone She's so gone now! Just look at her face She's almost there! Well at least she's cool now! She's everywhere She's so gone now! Just look at her face And she's almost there! Well at least she's cool now! Shes so cool Shes so cool Shes so
3.
Soap 03:31
Is it over? Are you in bed? (In bed, in bed, in bed) Does it feel weird not to kill me? I can’t honestly tell All I want All I want All I want (All I want) Is you next to me To adore you (and adore you) And adore you (and adore you) I adore you Do you feel? Do you feel it now? Do you feel it now? Are you sure it’s healthy If I don’t think I can leave? (If i don’t think I can leave) Spend all the money that you need To get prescribed all three Call it off and sleep All I want All I want All I want (all I want) Is you next to me (is you next to me) So I can adore you (and adore you) And adore you (and adore you) I adore you (adore, adore) Do you feel? Do you feel it now? Do you feel it now? Do you feel it? Do you feel it now? Do you, do you feel? Do you feel? Do you feel it? Do you feel it now? Cause I adore you I adore you I adore you Adore you Adore, adore, adore, adore
4.
It's not fair I'll take cowboys any day At least they'll sing for me I got a ache I love all the time we waste For some suns are lovely babe Wasn’t it lovely babe? I'm running away I can't keep living in this weight God himself comes down to say “Girlfriend, you’re done, you can fade” But I'll bare the taste I'll drink my medicine and rain Don't let me get ugly babe Cause I can get ugly babe I hate to say it But my fantasy’s ending This time the candy lines seem so Long Island is mine And awake And I don't have to wait For my space boyfriend to take me there I would take on a layer Blood is blood Heaven only works If that's what you want Today I woke up Not enough I would take on a picture With a dirty touch I wished I was on fire I'll get it done Last night I woke up On your tongue Could've been a dream To be as in love With my space boy My boy My boy
5.
Dummy 04:37
Stay Leave the light Leave the head Nevermind it Say I’m All woman I’ve Lost something I’m crying My thighs talk to me and they tell me Stay down A night’s worth a thousand of tears I drown I feel like my My darks feeding me While my breasts push it out The heaviest hour Drag through it all Stay awake Sweat it out I feel like my heart My heart could be Tries to be Stop Take a minute Do you want to do it? Salivating Tasting like Get it gone Say with me “Mama I'm coming home Pray on me However you want” I’m salivating If this is love take me If this is love take me If this is love take me If this is love take me If this is love take Privet Ya ghe Liza And papa says that I don't need to Worry Cause you’ll get home late And be too sleepy Just incase I’ll hide myself in bathtubs You’ll hide yourself in mirrors Crawl around the house To allow myself to hear her Catch me under the covers Color me till I bend Say you wish I was pretty So I can hear it again Sometimes I dress just like papa Cause I like to pretend If I’m a boy then I can’t be a mama With my mama’s head Look at me I’ll be a big girl Womanhood is a big word Let me die a wife On the side Of 95 Lady-like like my mama’s hair Lady-like like the things I wear (The things I wear, things I wear) Lady-like lady’s always here Lady-like my lady life to bare
6.
Cool down! Honey I’m tryna run but it’s difficult Her TV’s saying “look out” See I’m all alone Lay outside Tyler and I Issue a working girl Sigh to summer And we wonder “Good God, is there more?” And I haven’t felt the time off I’ll die 23 And I won’t miss a thing Cause I’m bored And you’re bored of me I watched the news all week Now I feel like Go ahead and try If it makes you inspired Key your wrists in the kitchen light All my friends smell chemical What a terrible july! I’ll be right back (Get in the car) With nobody to touch so I’ll rot for miles Crying till I like that (Stay in the car) I’m alive I’ll die 23 And I won't miss a thing Cause I’m bored and Now you're bored Cause i’m bored and Now you're bored Cause I’m bored and Now you’re bored Cause I’m bored I watched the news all week Now I feel like I feel like I could use A tasty guide To stress and morphine To rats or stars From bedlam and part way back I ride my bicycle down passed Matte black streets and screens Rapt with desire I’m attached to dreams where my life My bride! Thaws into an everlasting state of content So much so That I forget A body set on fire is the farthest from death And the world Is burning over me Just like an exercise And the world Is draining all of me Without a question I’ll Hope to pick up the pace Reap in the benefits of decline I, and the world (Benefits of decline)

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released September 30, 2022

written by Drook
performed by Drook
recorded at Ivakota Studios in Washington, D.C., by Ben Green
mixed at Ivakota Studios in Washington, D.C., by Ben Green
mastered at Sterling Sound by Chris Gehringer

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